Well, my mother was worried about me, so I'm back with the good news.
Spring has come! It's light when I leave the office, birds (other than my neighbor's roosters) are singing me awake, allergies have kicked in, and new plans are in the works.
It seems the upshot of giving up your optimism is that you can clearly see the problem areas and begin to own them. The upshot of giving up your forbearance is that urgency and yes-saying give you the motivation to do what must be done to make changes. (What "this blue heaven" is all about, really - in spite of "optimistic" as a too-common descriptor of our music.)
Seasonal cycles, like so many other natural cycles, give us that: growth, decline, death and renewal. I'm beginning to trust that each is necessary, each has its own offering, and each will always make way for the next. February's gift is to wipe clean your slate (even if it feels like you're being knocked off your feet). March's gift is a clean slate to start drawing up new plans!
And so I am.
And you'll see the results, I have no doubt.
0 comments:
Post a Comment